Muizenberg and Miracles

So why is this place so important to me? Why do I love being here? Is it the people, the food, the spiritual connection or a little combination of everything that creates the culture of YWAM Muizenberg? I think it is the way that you can be included yet totally in your own space, or the way we are all so unique yet so accepted.

 Right now I am totally in my own space yet there is a whole room of people around me. People from all over the world talking and laughing together. It is so beautiful. There is this life giving sensation knowing that everyone is passing through on the way to somewhere amazing. There is an urge to embrace the short time we have together and learn as much about each other as we can, who knows when we will meet again but I get to carry the memories of these people with me when I leave. I can remember them when things get hard and know that I have a family that stretches to all corners of the world and they love me for all the potential I carry within me and not for my accomplishments.

These people here in this room are living proof that the world can live alongside each other. That we don't need to fight but that we can bring life to each other, we can make each other stronger. The love of God shows how the world was created to be, the aching potential placed inside each person to love people more than pride.

This building is a monument of amazing miracles, the people of God moved in and with them they brought more than they could have dreamed. When you fill a place with people seeking after God you get to see all the wonder that is Jesus coming to live among us and choosing to give us life everyday.

You get to be a first hand witness to growth, watching people bloom into who they were meant to be and throw off the shackles of all that has been breaking them. Not only do you get to watch but you get to be a part of it, you grow together into the beautiful, strong children of the almighty God.
So while this could happen anywhere else on earth I got to be a part of this miracle and I guess that is why I love it.

Meeting the team

So, I am now one week into staff training for the January DTS. The theme of our school is Engage and Embrace. Our aim is to engage the issues that people tend to gloss over and the struggles in these times and to embrace people from all cultures and backgrounds facilitating a space for them to growing their identity and gifting.

So far I am thoroughly enjoying our training, it is helping me to figure out how I should be approaching this school and making sure that I am not coming into this time with negative or unrealistic expectations. We are a small team at the moment 6 of us including our leaders have been here for the week and today we were joined by one of our other team members. Unfortunately not everyone could make it for the training so far. One of our friends is waiting on a visa from Zimbabwe which in this current political climate is problematic but I feel certain that we will all be together by the time the school starts.

As I continue on this path God has called me to I can feel myself becoming happier and more confident. I now find myself cheerful as a general state of being and I don't need special cause to be but it is generated just out of a closeness with God and a satisfaction with where I am and where I am going. I am so excited because I no longer need to plan my life step by step but I get to wait and see where God will take me. Instead of killing my dreams with practicality I can dream and know that God will make a way for me to get to the places He is leading me. Suddenly everything is possible again but not because I can in my strength but because God can.

I am so excited to see how God works through our team going into the new year. I am amazed by the people around me, they are all so unique, skilled and full of knowledge. We are all imparting to each other and I can really see how the body of Christ can be represented by our group. These people are all so in love with God it is beautiful and I feel so honored to be a part of this DTS team.

The LTS(leadership training school) was such a intensive time of training and I can't wait to get to put it all into practice. I formed some great bonds and connections over that time and I am looking forward to seeing those people being a part of my future. While all the goodbyes are painful they are balanced by the forming of new beautiful friendships with new people. One of the wonders of being part of this missionary community is that even though my friends head to all corners of the earth I might still see them again some day as we all make tracks across the globe on our mission from God. And even if I never see them again there will always be the impact they had on me that is now a piece of who I am and will stay with me forever.

Sorry this post has been so delayed, I will try and post more regularly. Thank you for reading, till next time. Love from Linda.

A Calling to go

So you might be wondering what my long term plans are. I promise I am not planning on spending the rest of my life staffing DTS (discipleship training school) in Muizenberg. That would be noble in many ways but God has not called me to sit still. He has been calling me to go for about a year now and my 10 week outreach didn't quench the desire, in fact it is now stronger. I have caught a glimpse of God's work in the nations and it has completely captivated my interest.

Relaxing art session in our break time

For years now I have had a interest in medicine. I didn't know what it was for and presumed that it would fade but it hasn't. Every time someone is injured or sick I feel the ache of the knowledge I don't have. Since I don't think that studying for another 7 years is on the cards for me I tried to think of how this could be a part of my calling to the mission field. As it turns out YWAM (Youth With A Mission) has medical ships that go and provide basic medical care to poor nations and countries effected by natural and man-made disasters. Hearing about these ships struck a chord in my heart, all those desperate people just needing a helping hand, why should I not be there? I found out there is a IPHC (Intro To Practical Healthcare) school in Townsville, Australia. They train you in basic medicine so that you are able to work on these ships and go with them to set up clinics and provide healthcare to those in dire need. Ever since I heard about the school I have been meeting Australians wherever I go. Turns out I even have family there. So my more long term goal at the moment is to get to Australia before the end of next year and complete the school in 2019.

How am I going to pay for this? I am not sure, it is part of the journey God is taking me on. To rely on Him for finances is really testing my faith, it goes against all wisdom of the world but it says in the bible

God has made the wisdom of this world look foolish. As God in His wisdom ordained, the world failed to find Him by its wisdom, and He chose to save those who have faith by the folly of the Gospel.

- 1 Corinthians 1:21-22

The world will tell me it is crazy and that it can't be done, but I know that my God is the God of miracles and if I follow Him, He will make a way for me.

I ask that you who read this will please pray for the miracle of God's provision for my fees and if you feel led to contribute it will be to the glory of God and I would be honored to include you in the journey I am walking with Him.

Beautiful Cape Town (outing with some LTS (leadership training school) friends)

We are currently in the middle of the DNA conference for YWAM where leaders from all over the world (this year from 34 countries, speaking a total of 100 different languages) get together to talk about the plans of God for the next year. We have been hearing countless stories of God's provision and miracles from the founders of YWAM, people who have been in this mission field for over 50 years and who are still serving the mission all over the world. Some of their testimonies are scary but they all help me stand firm on the footing that God provides and makes a way for those who seek to be obedient to His call. 

We are in for another week filled with worship, prayer and revelations, my brain is so full as I try to absorb as much information as possible. I need to go prepare for tomorrow but I will leave with these 2 scriptures that speak of the life I aim to lead.

'If anyone wishes to be a follower of mine, he must leave self behind; he must take up his cross and come with me. Whoever cares for his own safety is lost; but if a man will let himself be lost for my sake, he will find his true self.'

- Matthew 16:24

Go forth therefore and make all nations my disciples; baptize men everywhere in the name of the Father the Son and the Holy Spirit, and teach them to observe all that I have commanded you. And be assured I am with you always, to the end of time.

-Matthew 28:19-20

Stepping into Life

So, after everyone has left and the farewell tears have dried from my cheeks, life moves on. I am currently doing the 5 week seminar LTS (Leadership Training School). It is pushing my mindset and making my brain explode, in a good way. We are receiving lectures from some of the most successful long term leaders in YWAM (Youth With A Mission). They are challenging all the things I thought were set in my brain and teaching me that even though I am constantly trying to learn more about God there will always be more to learn. I am loving the way this school is pushing me to focus on life and where I am going. It is challenging me to step up and determinedly pursue God's plan for my life.

Sitting among leaders from all over the world

Lectures from Landa Cope

Worship Session

LTS School

So what is next. Well, I will be home for 3 weeks over Christmas and then it is back to Muizenberg for another adventure. This time I will be helping staff the January DTS (Discipleship Training School) called Engage and Embrace. This is a real step of faith for me since I have no funding for this school. I just knew I had to do it and felt so certain that I am trusting God to help me raise the finances I will need for the lecture and outreach phases. I know that if I am going to be a long term missionary then this is something I am going to need to learn. I am scared to face this mountain but I know that as long as I am living in God's house everything I need will be provided because He is taking care of me. I can't wait to meet the new DTS students and be a part of their journeys as they realize how much God loves them and how important they are. Knowing I will be playing a part in the future of people who will go on to change the world is so exciting.

Beloved Muizenberg

Hiking Muizenberg Mountain

  Till next time...

Madagascar

So I am alive and have been back in beautiful South Africa for about a month now. This post has been delayed because I was trying to figure out how to put such a life changing experience into words. I can't so now I will give you my best attempt and ask that you please know that it was this and more.

Madagascar

At first I was overwhelmed and afraid, but then I met the people and they taught me the beauty of their country. I have never been more sure that I was called to be a missionary than when I was walking through the streets of Mada, seeing everything all at once and feeling totally at home in the midst of the chaos. I loved the adventure of catching the crowded buses into town and weaving through peanut sellers, chickens, carts, traffic and children. 

At first the noise is too much but then you start to pick out the calling out of prices in Malagasy, the engines of the buses and the whistling language that the drivers use to communicate with their money collectors in the back. 

If you like shopping at the mall, then Madagascar will teach you what it really means to shop as you weave between lines of Nikes and Adidas hanging from the ceilings of stalls and duck inside little tents to see what treasures you can find. Once you find something you like then the game begins as you bargain in a foreign language to get the price you want.

We started  the Sound Of The Nations school after about 2 weeks of english clubs and hospital ministry. At first I was worried about how we would be able to relate to the students, but that was never a problem. I am now worried that I have never properly related to my own culture. They were friendly, welcoming and so open to share about themselves, God and their culture. In the space of the 3 weeks I witnessed more guitar jam sessions and spontaneous dance parties than I thought possible. I made friends for life and fell in love with a culture I didn't really know existed until April this year. 

We got to live life with the beautiful Malagasy people and I lost my heart to the nation. How could you not when the sunlight is golden and the language sounds like a song.

These people taught me about generosity and what a real smile looks like. We ate like kings, and got spoiled by our host in every way she could think of. 

A if you want to feel what it is like to pour out your heart in worship to God then they can show you.

When we had to say goodbye to the students I cried bitterly and spent the day asking God why I had to form such bonds with people and then say goodbye. It is how I know how much I loved them, the new branch of my family that I will carry in my heart forever.

Now we have all gone our separate ways, moving back into life with a completely new outlook and value for each day. When my thoughts are wandering just know that I am probably wandering through the Malagasy rice fields or staring at the infinite stars as guitar music floats away on the gentle night breeze.

Last Week In Réunion

It fills me with sadness when I realise that by the end of this week I will have left Réunion. I have grow so much here and I have such a deep love for this place and its people. It has truly become a home to me over these past few weeks, it has been engraved on my heart. Réunion is now a small piece of who I am and I will carry this island with me when I leave. I hope I can come back here some day (to the south of France, waaaay south ;)).

So we are starting the process of packing and sorting out visa applications, starting the course of malaria pills and saying goodbyes.

On Sunday we went to another new church and they let us participate in their ministry, afterwards we were blessed with a delicious lunch that we got to eat with them. Then we ran the youth group it was wonderful to meet some more of my Kingdom family and what they shared with us touched my heart as well.

We were blessed to have the YWAM Réunion leader's son stay with us again, he shared his testimony with us and we had an amazing group time bonding as the family of Christ.

Yesterday we were blessed enough to be able to go back to Jérôme's garden and finish the work we started. It was so satisfying to serve one of God's people like that and in return he blessed us with an amazing lunch.

Our leaders are leaving tomorrow so today is our last day with them it is really sad to have to separate from them but I am so excited to meet their baby when we get back to South Africa since he has been travelling with us right from the start. Today we are going to be on the radio, nervous but excited.

Sorry for the late post I ran out of time yesterday, I am not sure how I am going to post when I get to Madagascar but I'll make a plan. That's all for now, please pray for us to have a safe trip to Madagascar on Saturday and for our leaders flying back to SA tomorrow.

Before

After

After

After

Prayer and Manual Labour

We are now half way through our third week. My first news is that God has provided for me amazingly. First my mom contributed a huge amount towards my finances, then someone from Rèunion blessed me with 50 euros by anonymous donation. Now I have just found out that my home church, Plettenberg Bay Community Church, blessed me so generously that  all my outreach fees have now been paid off.

It is so amazing, God knew the whole time, every time I tried to pray for finances He would ask me why I was worrying about finances when I am living in His house. He is providing for me, He asks nothing in return, He has adopted me and is taking care of me.

This weekend we went to a church on the other side of the island. Our leader received word from God that we need to pray over the whole island so we did a "prayer drive". As we drove to the church the one way we interceded for the island. Then on the way back we went the other way round and prayed over the other half of the island. It took most of the day, the longest time I have ever spent in intercession but the Holy Spirit was definitely working and teaching us about the atmosphere of the island. We also really got to see the different areas, it is so beautiful here with the forests and the barren rocks left over from the previous volcanic eruptions that are slowly being reclaimed by plants.

Speaking of plants reclaiming land, we finally got to do some stereotype missionary work (manual labour). We went to help clear vegetation for a garden that has been overgrown for the past 4 years. It was hard work but some of the most fun gardening I have ever taken part in. Right at the end we found a massive spider crawling over one of the jackets. The spider was dubbed Patricia and nudged onto the end of the rake. Once there our fearless leader used the rake to fling the spider off into new lands and we got to witness the comical moment of Patricia flying a good few meters into the distance legs flailing as she acclimatised.

Tonight we had an amazing bring and share with 2 of the youth groups from the island. There was pizza, bouchon (one of my new favourite dishes), cake, music and hilarious games half in french half in english with people displaying expert translating skills as they bounced between the 2 languages.

We leave in 10 days but I don't know how I can when this island has claimed so much of my heart. I wish I could pack all the people in my suitcase and take them with me.

Looking at the waterfall

The Gardening Crew

Jamming with the Extravagance Team